Some of the words I used have several meanings or definitions, and I may have gone for one not as common so I ask you to look up a few if the meaning isn't really clear. I can't remember all but one clear example is "vanity" (right in the title) I'm not using the "high self regard" definition, but more of the "worthless, or of little worth" meaning. Which may not make a ton of sense but I'm kinda trying to say I don't really like myself. Haha I just got all confusing, I apologize.
Hope you like it, but keep in mind, I'm not actually that bad anymore, it comes and goes but this was written more off a slight remembrance of what it was.